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I feel depressed for some reason. Like I wanna be someone else. I see what everyone else is doing (In school, traveling around the world, having fun) and I wonder why I'm not enjoying my life the way that they enjoy thiers. Then, I rememeber I'm a huge lazy time wasting day dreamer. I didn't even add the commas in that last sentence. I can't let this happen though. I have to do something....NOW. Music (well, bieng an aspiring artist) is not what it's all cracked up to be. I'm broke, outta school, living day by day, going in fuckin circles. I want more out of life. I just need a guide.............................Or maybe I'm just spazzing out.